Friday, November 26, 2010

Example Of Church Programs

rodmila @ 2010-11-27T00: 26:00

)))))))))))))) Friday. Too late. I'm home. Bebo martini. He works. I'm crazy, stupid, hilipoya. I know. But I can not otherwise. I always think of him. Why? Mother, i do not want !!!!!! Each day all the same. Why is everything so difficult, that he does not understand or will not understand anything? Now he is my only family I have here. I am alone, all alone ... Forgive me for I write English, I think most important for me to write and say this all. It's fine if nobody will understand. It is almost a year, I live here. A minudo think for English. Well. Sure, I have a lot things to study, but that's later. Really I can not live without and this is just silly in my head? He says he wants to be with me but does nothing ...
Mother, now I want in the Tyumen, no to live, not live there now for me very hard. I just want to see my parents, my friends, the snow ... I walk and think, want, but I can not. Is, that life is not so Fasil, but not so hard to think of the com. Not! No, no and no! I live as I want! With magic, love, sanrisa and parties) I'll be happy with ... or not, but I will!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Seam Repair On Leather Couch

rodmila @ 2010-11-08T01: 51:00

Иногда мне очень-очень непонятно чего я хочу, но, с каждым днем, это происходит less and less. I want spokoystvtiya. In the shower, in movement, in my thoughts.
Now I meet a man named Carlos. We have a lot, no, we have a lot of problems. But! My life is here. I understand that. I've changed. I want to or not, but it is. Once again, I started to draw the first time in 3 years I picked up a brush and canvas. Do you know what I draw? Two Kitties in an embrace. Y Carlos Birthday soon. That's it.
I moved to another house and changed jobs. I almost do not see Julia and her family, but that I live calmer. There are now 17. Almost winter. I'm always in the fridge is beer and martinis. Carlos does not like metal Purdon, pen soy yo. Says I'm his family and without I have it hard, but often swear. Vertex is always the same, rarely see each other. Now the aggravation of problems that might arise from it. Seriously ill older brother and mother. Temperature under 40 daughter, she was 2 years. Yes. I can not without problems. Find at least preblemnogo rights difficult. Pero, estoy loca, yo lo se. No se que puedo haser. Es que lo que todo tan difisil. El no puede leer este, es muy bien. Estaba hablanda con el, pero creo, que no entiende ... su vida es su vida, por que solo tengo que entender su problemos??? sometimes it's easier to write in English, it is strange. Lots and lots of rock the movie, almost all in English. I like this language, though idostatochno bad, compared with Russian, I know him.
I take off a lot, but seldom enough that I'm really interested. Although, it all depends on me, I also understand that opportunities are there, sometimes I'm too lazy. Dura, a pancake.


But on my box the roses. Damn, how did it pleases me)